Tuesday, 9 December 2014

monologue



Monologue 
women next door 

it wasnt love at first sight you see , I met him at a party I was drunk he was out of it, he crashed into me hit me over the head. He didn't mean to, he had a bottle in his hand swung to see his mate that's all, CRASH WOLLOP BANG. Anyways turns out his mate, my mate was handing over my number. He called me a few days after asked me to meet him at a pub. It was cute at first a few drinks chit chat and that then those few drinks turned into tables full. He was hammered, bladdered off his head.
still didn't see the fault
I helped him home, he tried to get me into bed, I pulled back he pushed harder CRASH WOLLOP BANG, my head hit the way I ran out I was done with him but he called me again said he was sorry and asked me on another date, I decided to give it another go you know.
still didn't see the fault
then those few minutes meeting him turned into hours and those hours turned into days then those day turned into months and they you have it, THE BEST TIME OF YOUR LIFE! until CRASH,WOLLOP,BANG. See what I didn't know was he had a temper not the odd spark, slam, shout no he got FURIOUS, furious at me, one day I got it mixed up I got him cider rather than beer, stupid that's what he said stupid, stupid bitch, fucking stupid.
still didn't see the fault
it was months later since it it.. happened, I got home late from a night out with my girls he said Id slept in another mans bed he said id cheated on him, so he threw a plate at my head it shattered on my skull there was blood  blood everywhere. I left for days when I came back he said he was sorry he said he loved me.
still didn't see the fault
It wasn't often, it was rare it never really happened but the next time it did it was when we had our two beauty's my two twins I loved them but they screamed they fucking screamed. I was talking to him one day and they were screaming he said if I didn't shut them up he would shit me up. I tried I said I tried I tried! he pushed me down CRASH WOLLOP BANG
still didn't see the fault
and now I'm lying here in a coffin while the cameras shine in his eye didn't you realise what you were doing was wrong but the problem was I didn't see the fault in him my eyes were crowded by hearts love and forgiveness.

 

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